From our definition of prosperity, it would follow that poverty is anything we are believing God to take away from
us. It could be the absence of money or financial freedom as is well known, the
mentality of the same or the absence of recognition, favour or promotion. The
absence of ease, rest or peace in a particular area would connote poverty in
that area. We all know we can do without poverty. We do not want it. But we do
not know or pay heed to the fact that we do not want prosperity- in the sense
where it would deny us our heaven, question our salvation or threaten our
relationship or fellowship with God.
Then
I prayed that prayer by revelation, ‘I will set my eyes and heart on God who is
able, through His Son, Jesus and by the Power of His Holy Spirit, to deliver
from prosperity, as well as from poverty’. I realized that prosperity is as
much a test of our salvation as poverty. Nothing tests humility, meekness and
the fear of God as surely as prosperity does. Most will be meek by force under
the yoke of poverty. Check these same people out when they get a bit of
financial freedom even if it is just three square meals. Compared to where God
is taking them, they have not yet started but in the eyes of the poor, a meal
is gold and a steady source of that is more than enough for many.
‘I
was leading you,’ I heard laid in my spirit. ‘When you did not know, I led you.
You prayed to me. You brought everything to me in prayer. Then you got ‘wise.
In your own eyes, you became ’wise’. Your eyes opened and you could see. You
had money and you could take initiative and you stopped consulting Me.’’
In
essence, I got too wise for God. I got too ‘knowing’. God was not smart enough for me, anymore! (Lord have Mercy!) When I did not ‘know’, when my eyes
were not yet ‘opened’, I thought (more like, knew) God was All- Wise. I prayed to Him, consulted Him, sought Him
on everything and He picked me up, ‘tushed’ me up and placed me among princes.
I was wining and dining with great people.
Then
I got a plan for myself and it was no longer even, ‘God this is what I want,
please do this for me’ talk less of ‘God, what is Your will?’
It
was instead, me telling myself, ‘This is what I want.’, and going after it. All
of a sudden, God became too slow for me. I was too impatient and ‘too smart’ to
wait for and on God.
Now,
I thought God did not understand. He did not care. He was not ‘smart’ (Lord,
have mercy!). I thought I was being a go-getter. I didn’t realize I was getting
myself out of God’s Will and place for my life.
Who
was it that said, ‘You can deliver yourself out of trouble but you cannot
deliver yourself into God’s Will for your life’? Dare I add that you even
deliver yourself out of trouble because He lets you? And you can only get God’s
Will for your life with God’s Help?
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